I'm Lissy and I'm a forced self-harm recover-er. I have a pet rock and two cats who either 1. fart or 2. poop when I hug them. I interpret it as their way of showing affection. Go figure.
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1.Did you wake up cranky?
This morning? Not really just tired and regretting going to sleep so late the previous night. Ask me again on Wednesday and the answer will probably be yes. Don’t anyone ask me. -_____-
2.Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3.Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
In practice I prefer to be friends with girls, in theory boys. Boys are a lot less complicated to be friends with in my perspective and experience since they’re a lot more easygoing than girls are and they’re also entertaining. The flaw though is that given, I’m a girl I tend to get excluded from things because of my sex and really it just sucks and makes me feel left out. While it is easier to be friends with girls it’s a lot more fun to hang out with the guys. :/ I guess I prefer guys.
4.Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yeah, why not? What else am I going to do, give them a dirty look or the death stare? That would:
a.) Be rude and
b.) I don’t know how they’re day is going, for all I know they can be having a poopish and
c.) That’s one way to meet people and make friends.
5.Can you commit to one person?
Yes, don’t really think it’s something that’s hard to do to be honest. Besides if you liked the person enough to commit in the first place why can’t you stay with them then?
6.How do you look right now?
Like I’m ready to go to bed. I’m in my pj’s, well sorta. My black tank tops are dirty so I’m wearing a greenish blue one right now that should be retired since it’s that old. My black dance shorts, blue slippers that should be thrown away and my hair is wet and down since I just got out of the shower. So yeah…sleep….
7.What exactly are you wearing right now?
PJ’s, black shorts and black tank top.
8.How often do you listen to music?
Everyday, in between my classes, while I wait to get picked up, while doing homework, while waiting for ballet to start, whenever I’m in the car on my way anywhere, anytime and all the time really.
9.Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Sweats, only because that is what I wear on my way to dance class. Normally I just wear black pants though. When my black jeans turned dark blue I divorced them.
10.Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014?
I hope so, but that it will change in a good way. Not a sort of way that will screw my life up or turn it upside down completely again.
11.Are you a social or an antisocial person?
I hate to admit it but I am a social person. -_____- While I do find people to be annoying and a pain in my rear sometimes they’re worth it. If I wasn’t social I would have never met or talked to the friends I have now or even my boyfriend. So…yeah I am a social butterfly. I still maintain that people are stupid though and the human race should be extinct. : D But that’s just me. Love you guys. <3 [Aka: Friends (I’m grouping all of you because it’s easier), my BF, and my Mommy (es-ca-pay.tumblr.com)] They’re the people who put up with me and have put up with me to this day. :)
12.If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Say nothing, not let them know you have feelings for them and just wish them the best I guess. Ultimately I just want said person to be happy so if they’re happy with someone else who isn’t me then yay for them… (sigh) I wouldn’t really stop trying though, because hope doesn’t fade that easily. Eventually I would get over it and hope the best for the person I like and that they get the girl.
13.Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I can only hope that yes I do hide my feelings well, I don’t really know if have to ask my friends.
14.Can you drive a stick shift?
No, I don’t know how to drive a stick shift. Wish I could though.
15.Do you care if people talk badly about you?
I want to say no but yes, yes I do. : /
16.Are you going out of town soon?
17.When was the last time you cried?
Umm…I don’t really remember. I remember I had my nervous breakdown in September and I cried then but, I’m pretty sure I cried sometime after that so I can’t really say.
18.Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yes. A more recent one is a girl in ballet whom I originally thought was a stuck up little brat has turned out to be a really sweet child who makes me laugh and is surprisingly super girly. :) I consider it a good thing when something like this happens. (If the question was in references to guys then I guess, you don’t exactly pick who you find attractive to be honest…)
19.If you could change your eye color, would you?
Yes, I’d change it to either purple or black. Just because though, I don’t mind my eye color to be honest but if given the option I wouldn’t mind.
20.Name something you have to do tomorrow?
May go with bf to have carne asada. Have to ask first.
21.Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
That it ended. Went to a party type thing with bf, wish it could have gone on longer. <3 FRICK, I’m fangirling. Although that could also be because of the current conversation I’m having with es-ca-pay.tumblr.com. Ah, nothing brings two people closer than anime. <3
22.Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Uhhhh…yeah. Kind of embarrassed to admit that. Oh well, it’s in the past and it’s not like it’s a secret.
23.Are you nice to everyone?
I try to be, unfortunately I’m not always that nice to everyone. :/ I’m trying to work on it though it’s just not always easy.
24.What are you sitting on right now?
A dining room chair. My cats took my desk chair so I took one of the dining room chairs. It’s wood, a light color, and older than I am I believe.
25.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes, if I’m willing to be in the relationship for six months why would I cheat? If I wanted to be with someone else I would break up with the person, it’s a lot less painful then them finding out you’re cheating + you obviously don’t care for them if you’re willing to do that. That’s just me though.
26.Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes, many, many, many times. But, things happen for a reason and there is a reason as to why it never happened and while I may not know said reasons for each and every person now I don’t care. : ) If anything I think not “getting” the person has helped me grow.
27.Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
I think it was my bf, I texted him that I had beaten a level on a game that I had been stuck on for a while. In terms of face-to-face though my mom.
28.Do you get a lot of colds?
Not really, mostly during testing season. (No joke, I usually get sick when I have a big test. It really sucks.)
29.Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No. I’ve had various holes in my pants though. The closest my pants have come to falling in public is my friend pantsing me in the locker room years ago.
30.Does anyone hate you?
No, not that I know of.
31.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes. Two people.
32.Do you like watching scary movies?
I guess. I don’t really watch them to be honest and when I do I find them more sad then scary or I become fascinated with the special effects. So I suppose you can say yes.
33.Are you a jealous person?
Yes, I get jealous when people I don’t know hang out with my friends more often then I do. (trying to work on it)
34.If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
6th grade. I was terrible in 6th grade (if I could I would erase all my middle school years but…that’s not a choice). The only benefit of it is that I made friends with the people that I’m closest to now there. Conflicted.
35.Did you have a dream last night?
Yes. I can’t say for sure what it was about but I can say who was in it.
36.Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yes, I have three anyone’s.
“Economics Teacher: In 1930, the Republican-controlled House of Representatives, in an effort to alleviate the effects of the… Anyone? Anyone?… the Great Depression, passed the… Anyone? Anyone? The tariff bill? The Hawley-Smoot Tariff Act? Which, anyone? Raised or lowered?… raised tariffs, in an effort to collect more revenue for the federal government. Did it work? Anyone? Anyone know the effects? It did not work, and the United States sank deeper into the Great Depression. Today we have a similar debate over this. Anyone know what this is? Class? Anyone? Anyone? Anyone seen this before? The Laffer Curve. Anyone know what this says? It says that at this point on the revenue curve, you will get exactly the same amount of revenue as at this point. This is very controversial. Does anyone know what Vice President Bush called this in 1980? Anyone? Something-d-o-o economics. “Voodoo” economics.” -Ferris Bueller (Info from IMDB: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0091042/quotes)
If you know me you will understand…this is just how my brain works. <3
37.Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Maybe, I don’t really know. I first need to figure out what I’m going to do with my life, right? Let’s first see if I make it to 5 years from now…
38.Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I don’t think so. (Not counting bf)
39.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
40.Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yeah, saw my friends, got to hear the piano and watch people be silly. : )
41.Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yes, yes I was. :)
42.Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope. Well minus the still suicidal thing and stressed but in comparison to a lot of other things no.
43.If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Listening to the new Fall Out Boy CD I was just given and watching a movie.
44.What’s the best part about school?
Seeing my friends and the people I love. <3
45.Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46.Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47.Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48.Were you single over the last summer?
49.What are you supposed to be doing right now?
50.Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?